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Sunday, November 11, 2007
self reflection

back bloggng again.
life's been pretty much the same.
VIVA on friday was ok...

And a recent happening had triggered me to think about my future in club events.
so how do i start.....

ok, this year has been quite different for me.
i had tried to do different things this year.
so.....is like .... i know what the job is about...
but the disadvantage is that i am still not very experienced as compared to others (i know that there are many more experienced people than me out there) or perhaps i am just
not cut out for the job??


so this has lead to me thinking: where does my capabilities lies excatly???



i know that after one year of doing admin stuff last year, some have the impression that i will be ok for it.
but however, to be fank, i seriously do not like it. cos simply i do not have the passion for it. and this sort of affect my performance in my opinion....


and i start questioning myself....
where can i go?
and in the end...i find myself very directionless


i can now be safe to say that i will not be invovled in the 2 upcoming event....
which happens to be the big events also..
which is the eguides camp and open house.....

after much thoughts and consideration,
if i fit into nowhere for week 0
i might consider pulling out.
i dont want others to get dragged down by me
and i rather give the place to other people to have more potential as me.

i know this is quite a sensitive issue but ya...
i dont to affect the team.


so i guess that will be all i wanna say.
perhaps i am just not cut out after all....


6:27 PM